Wednesday, September 30, 2015

still here...

It gets really difficult at times.
Today was rough.
Life changes directions so fast.


Sunday, September 27, 2015


I hate this blog. I hate what it has become. Not relevant... Not purposeful... Lost in obscurity... A reflection of my life?


I remember rebuilding myself so many years ago. Trying to be a better person. For a long time it seemed to work but in reality what I had created was just the harbinger for something worse. Something much worse. I've laid waste to so much of my life now. Everything I hold dear I have betrayed. Who am I now? How much of the evil with in me will remain? I am scared to pick up what's left and see what can be salvaged. Am I still a person?


I hurt. I must still be a person.

-MMP (A FilmMaker You've never heard of.)

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Witcher III, Dude Perfect & Pink Floyd

I go to sleep with the greatest ideas and I wake to them being complete shit. Now... Are they shit because they are shit or are they shit because I'm too afraid to follow through with them? Probably both... that and I have no motivation. Here's to another wasted vacation!


Friday, June 5, 2015

Where Da Buffalo?

It's said that after the Super Ninja shoot, Ian was forced into making a film. It was understood that this film had been lost but rumors of it's existence were whispered among peers. Well folks... It does exist!


Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Christ Dog - 18 Wheels

Well... I finally got around to making a music video for my song 18 Wheels. Enjoy!